I miss you today. I miss you always when you're not around.
But at the same time, I find myself being so wretched when you are here. I dont understand this. Maybe the combination of Trenten being rowdy and me trying to get your attention myself causes a stir in my emotions.
These days my head is filled with worry. I worry if you're happy...I worry if this is what you want out of life. Sometimes I just wish i could turn the "worry" button off. I just want to enjoy life...I dont wanna think about anything besides our little family. I want to laugh with you like I used to.
I miss the fun me....
But at the same time, I find myself being so wretched when you are here. I dont understand this. Maybe the combination of Trenten being rowdy and me trying to get your attention myself causes a stir in my emotions.
These days my head is filled with worry. I worry if you're happy...I worry if this is what you want out of life. Sometimes I just wish i could turn the "worry" button off. I just want to enjoy life...I dont wanna think about anything besides our little family. I want to laugh with you like I used to.
I miss the fun me....
